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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Ok, I'm finally back on track, almost died but still managed to cling on to life :)

Life is ambiguous. Indeed. The stupid barrier had already been broken. Once broken considered sold. Have fun marking my O level papers Cambridge :D

However, idling makes me feel very unsettled. Familiar with 忙,是最容易忘记的方法?


Sorry, this may sound very emo, but I feel that art is the only way to run away without leaving home.

Man dont shed tears. I draw.

Do not belittle pencils. :P!

Portrait of Lee Min Ho - But it wasn't good enough.


shes gonna be pissed that I screw her idol's cutie face.

Portrait of Barack Obama - Quite satisfied, but more rooms for improvement.

He is a man I look up to. Very inspiring. I hope he can really change the world for the better!


The above pencil drawings are for sale. They will be sprayed with fixatives as protective layers and also enclosed neatly in a transparency.

I'm selling cheap too and I'm also looking for commisioned works. If you are thinking of giving a portait as gifts or simply just wanna own a portrait of yourself, love ones or idols, you can let me do the job for you!

Of course, I need to earn some pocket money from the works too :P I will definitely be happy to accept commission works and I will do my best! :D So pleasee support me :)

For more Art works, pleace view my facebook painting album, most are for sale too :)

http://www.facebook.com/#/album.php?aid=70976&id=741393508
You may need to add me as friend to view too, not too sure about that.

Contact number : 82213803 Email : Gerald_Trance@hotmail.com


Love is in the air! - A commissioned work for my cousin's friend.

Oil on convas
24 inch x 30 inch
I do not know how to define love, but now I think true love is actually a bliss~

I'm also looking forward to Commission paintings - Acrylics / Oils, but they will be more expensive than pencil drawings since the material costs are really bombs. Basically, you can also provide me a photo sample for reference and I will do a replicate using paints on canvas for you Please contact me if you are interested :)

I also wanna credit yanfu for helping me to snap those photographs & also xinyi for her quote. Thanks much :)


Alright Grad night was awesome, so I shall Share some photos with you all :)





My Super Maths Teacher !!! :)
I dream a lot. I do more painting when I'm not painting. It's in the subconscious.
Chances fading now, patience running out....
Gerald, you know very well that you can't just die here.


Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{9:35 AM}

Friday, October 30, 2009

Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow."-Mary Anne Radmacher


Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{8:33 AM}

Thursday, October 15, 2009

1 Last week. Lets all TREASURE the last week of HARDCORE mugging in KSS.


Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{11:07 AM}

Friday, September 18, 2009

Prelim 2 gonna be over but that doesnt mean O level is over.

Really gonna come liao.... no shit... 1 last push to go for a cert that is gonna determine the next part of my life.

I find that it is also crippled that people see the cert instead of you. Thats my opinion la.. I think this is reality and I will never want to challenge reality.

So, lets do it, and do it, and do it, and do it and i gotta feeling dat the rest of the nights after Os will be a ~!$%#^@*&$*#$@!!!! good nites.


To all the O level troopers who suffers like me........

Heart of a lion

MUGGG ARRR D: !!!

Gonna make use of this post to remind/encourage myself in case I side track again...

Lastly, I felt bad for Taylor and I think shes an amazing person

Right now, I'm thinking of the next time Kanye wins an award,

Obama will go up to him and,

YO Kanye~ you are good,

But Akon was the best!!!!!

Kanye west. making more white people racist since 2009...


A small piece of work,

It has no value,

but,

I did it for you...

So no matter what,

I'm gonna have the balls to give it to you...



Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{11:57 AM}

Friday, September 11, 2009


September holiday means its time to mess with colours.
Title : Its you & me against the World.


Acrylics and Oil on canvas.
Got the inspiration from the song Unbeautiful by Lesley Roy

Done with a knife. ( thats how you skin a canvas alive)
Approximately 6 hours.

Artist reference : Leonid Afremov

No, I dont have a girlfriend. I cannot picture myself as a very dependable bf either.

perhaps I'm being too imaginative.

I couldn't think of its name. I'll let his new owner decide for him :)
Oil on canvas
Approximately 2 hours
Prelim next week. I don't think I will die a horrible death but I doubt I will get very good grades.
However, I'm still determine to go for those As. Doesnt hurt to try...
Lol its such an irony...
Back to square 1,
We're both better off being strangers?
Right now, I thought so.


Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{10:29 AM}

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I've tried really hard but maybe its just not hard enough.

Last few days were a total disaster.

Received a bitter rejection from the DPA. Not as if I've have not done enough.

A big disappointment today because of my chinese result. I really think that I deserved a better grade.

1) I can choose to blame on my life and the world is being so unfair to me. Sulk for many days and find that there is no meaning in life because my efforts just dont pay off.

2) Start afresh. I shouldn't envy others for their good grades but be genuinely happy for them instead. I know god was always with me and the more I musn't give up on myself. If I wanted those good grades so badly, then start cracking now and challenge myself all over again.

I'm gonna pick 2 of course.

My opponents are not the ones around me who did well. I realise that the toughest oponent is really myself.

No DPA? JAE Loh~

No distinction for Chinese? Retake Loh~

Want good result next year? Study very hard for the last 65 days Loh ~



God, please watch over me.


Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{7:07 AM}

Saturday, August 15, 2009

An update b4 my blog collect dust.
Its gonna end soon and its also coming very soon. lol wat the hell, I feel so strange.....
70 days left. I don't know whether if I should be happy or scared.
Last 70 days are most crucial. Gonna switch to robot mode and do some crazy stuffs. lol
Nevertheless, I didn't abandon my paint brush :)
It was horrible though. Now my room is no longer a bedroom coz its more like a dog nest.
Oil paint was Super erotic. Acrylics were getting boring. Oil paints give me orgasms.
When I paint with oil paint, I Got so excited and Stiffened up. Yeah so being rigid and clumsy, I was aroused and I Spilled the thinners + oil paints all over the floor. Brilliant. 1 hell of an abstract art in my room I tell you.
My mum started cursing that no girls will dare to live with me in future. Lol oh well its okay... she can continue to live with me then. *Evil Laughs*
I loved my messy life. I love the way it is, very disorganized and spontaneous. At least it temporarily keeps me away from the hectic and repetitive lives.
Sorry to people who are scrupulously clean, please dont stiffen up from shock and vommit all over the place :)
I've finished a painting for her.
Will she accept it?
All I only hope for is that she will accept it.
Its good enough.....


Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{6:49 AM}

the painter


Single child

Bitter 17 :(

Place of Birth: Indonesia

Lost & found on 23 01 1992

Aquarius

My dream is to become a fighter pilot.

Rich and thick colours will be splatter daily. Let me know if you wanna savour some creamy batter paint paste :D?

Im a common school athlete just like anybody else but i have an artistic side of me and i do appreciate art itself.

I love painting and badminton. Im active and sporty but extremely lazy. Laid back but loves to do things with enthusiasm.

Welcome to my chillout cyberspot. A new blog which i had just created. Not very glamourous or fascinating but i will pimp it up in no time. Thanks for visiting. If possible, link my arse up :)

Traits

1) A "Seaweed" or "Birdnest" or whatever "beehive" Hair.

2) Strange~

3) An easy going person

4) Good tolerance

5) U Dare 2 Tok Bout my hair,
I Wil keel U

6) A racket behind my back

7) Spontaneous

8) Looking @ babes

9) Rebel

10) Stubborn

11) I dont think I have a left brain.

12) Lazy

13) Likes spending time with myself

14) May look cold and inaccessible

15) Likes to work on a messy desk

Simply enjoy myself the most when Im playing badminton , painting or even being lonely(LoL).

Detest people who are egoistic and selfish.
And I had a really Strong distaste for certain food.
I hate chilli sauce, mayonaise and mustard, it makes you look like a retard. And CHEESE(Omfg!)
history

I have always thought that I was abandoned and picked up from a rubbish dump. I Dont exactly know whether if its the truth but anyway, I am a mischevious punk who broke flowerpots and screwing people's bicycle seats since I was young. I thank god for blessing me a little talent which enable me to draw a little exceptionally well but I still complained for not having enough talent Lol. I had been an aspiring badminton player for the past 6 years and also an unknown and underdog art student since 2 years ago I wish I could enter a time machine and drift back to that particular period when I had ceaseless amount of fun and joy with my truckload of Neighbourhood friends. I can never be tired of being a child......
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