Saturday, November 7, 2009
I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere
on the opposite platform, in the windows off the street,
even though I know you couldn't be at such a place.
If I wanted to avoid loneliness, anybody would have been enough.
I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere
At a street crossing, or in the midst of dreams,
even though I know you couldn't be at such a place.
The memories during june are revolving,
I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere
In the town at dawn, on the path i jogged at dusk
Even though I know you wouldn't come to such a place.
I'm always searching, for fragments of you to appear somewhere
In a store during my travels, in the corner of a newspaper
Even though I know you couldn't be at such a place.
I always end up looking for your smile, to appear somewhere
At the railroad crossing, waiting for the express to pass
even though I know you couldn't be at such a place.
If our lives could be repeated, I will never let it end up this way.
Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{11:58 AM}
Friday, October 30, 2009
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow."-Mary Anne Radmacher
Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{8:33 AM}
Thursday, October 15, 2009
1 Last week. Lets all TREASURE the last week of HARDCORE mugging in KSS.
Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{11:07 AM}
Friday, September 18, 2009
Prelim 2 gonna be over but that doesnt mean O level is over.
Really gonna come liao.... no shit... 1 last push to go for a cert that is gonna determine the next part of my life.I find that it is also crippled that people see the cert instead of you. Thats my opinion la.. I think this is reality and I will never want to challenge reality.So, lets do it, and do it, and do it, and do it and i gotta feeling dat the rest of the nights after Os will be a ~!$%#^@*&$*#$@!!!! good nites.To all the O level troopers who suffers like me........Heart of a lion
MUGGG ARRR D: !!!
Gonna make use of this post to remind/encourage myself in case I side track again...
Lastly, I felt bad for Taylor and I think shes an amazing person
Right now, I'm thinking of the next time Kanye wins an award,
Obama will go up to him and,
YO Kanye~ you are good,
But Akon was the best!!!!!
Kanye west. making more white people racist since 2009...
A small piece of work,
It has no value,
but,
I did it for you...
So no matter what,
I'm gonna have the balls to give it to you...
Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{11:57 AM}
Friday, September 11, 2009
September holiday means its time to mess with colours.
Title : Its you & me against the World.
Acrylics and Oil on canvas.
Got the inspiration from the song Unbeautiful by Lesley Roy
Done with a knife. ( thats how you skin a canvas alive)
Approximately 6 hours.
Artist reference : Leonid Afremov
No, I dont have a girlfriend. I cannot picture myself as a very dependable bf either.
perhaps I'm being too imaginative.
I couldn't think of its name. I'll let his new owner decide for him :)
Oil on canvas
Approximately 2 hours
Prelim next week. I don't think I will die a horrible death but I doubt I will get very good grades.
However, I'm still determine to go for those As. Doesnt hurt to try...
Lol its such an irony...
Back to square 1,
We're both better off being strangers?
Right now, I thought so.
Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{10:29 AM}
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I've tried really hard but maybe its just not hard enough.
Last few days were a total disaster.
Received a bitter rejection from the DPA. Not as if I've have not done enough.
A big disappointment today because of my chinese result. I really think that I deserved a better grade.
1) I can choose to blame on my life and the world is being so unfair to me. Sulk for many days and find that there is no meaning in life because my efforts just dont pay off.
2) Start afresh. I shouldn't envy others for their good grades but be genuinely happy for them instead. I know god was always with me and the more I musn't give up on myself. If I wanted those good grades so badly, then start cracking now and challenge myself all over again.
I'm gonna pick 2 of course.
My opponents are not the ones around me who did well. I realise that the toughest oponent is really myself.
No DPA? JAE Loh~
No distinction for Chinese? Retake Loh~
Want good result next year? Study very hard for the last 65 days Loh ~
God, please watch over me.
Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{7:07 AM}
Saturday, August 15, 2009
An update b4 my blog collect dust.
Its gonna end soon and its also coming very soon. lol wat the hell, I feel so strange.....
70 days left. I don't know whether if I should be happy or scared.
Last 70 days are most crucial. Gonna switch to robot mode and do some crazy stuffs. lol
Nevertheless, I didn't abandon my paint brush :)
It was horrible though. Now my room is no longer a bedroom coz its more like a dog nest.
Oil paint was Super erotic. Acrylics were getting boring. Oil paints give me orgasms.
When I paint with oil paint, I Got so excited and Stiffened up. Yeah so being rigid and clumsy, I was aroused and I Spilled the thinners + oil paints all over the floor. Brilliant. 1 hell of an abstract art in my room I tell you.
My mum started cursing that no girls will dare to live with me in future. Lol oh well its okay... she can continue to live with me then. *Evil Laughs*
I loved my messy life. I love the way it is, very disorganized and spontaneous. At least it temporarily keeps me away from the hectic and repetitive lives.
Sorry to people who are scrupulously clean, please dont stiffen up from shock and vommit all over the place :)
I've finished a painting for her.
Will she accept it?
All I only hope for is that she will accept it.
Its good enough.....
Its not about how good you are,
but a matter of how good you want to be...
{6:49 AM}
